the long twilight had faded.. i was making my preparations to study.. the most boring job of the universe.. *yawn*.. i never felt the need to stare outside.. i have been too busy to spend my time in that manner.. i always preferred texting ya socializing over the net to view the majestic natural beauties.. in a world where i am being bred, its haunting but the truth emerges as we r more friendly to the world outside than families... given an opportunity it would be the most sought after option to party around rather than visit an old relative.. definitely i am not one of the saviour types.. i am just another mtv generation girl or a stereotyped girl.. (and m not complaining against it definitely)... to all and everyone we are told and referred to as :
not sociable, fussy, messy, revolting, disrespectful, nuisance , overtly ambitious, power hungry , opportunist.. and the list continues....
often misunderstood we bear the brunt to avoid the never ending arguments.. But does anyone really understands us??.. our dreams ??our aspirations??
from the time we enter the pre schools discussion starts regarding the best schools.. career choices and definitely the monotonous streams to select.. with growing age grows the burden of books.. does anyone care to ask us what we want??
no.. yes what we want can be reserved.. juz like i am here fulfilling or at least trying to fulfill the wishes of my father.. m not complaining definitely.. i have accepted.. i have to go on this way...
but 1 thing for sure i pray i wont impose my dreams on the next gen..
my dreams felt to be devoured by the night.. it came and it devoured the sun.. the radiance,, and so will be my thoughts..
but for the time being... i guess i ll break free and enjoy life.. the sweet teenage and childhood memories to gather and enjoy before i slid into the monstrous complexities of the hungry tide of complex people. enjoy the sunrise and sunset and try to find pleasure in the simplest of sights Almighty has bestowed upon me.. anyway scooting off.. i guess i need to study for my bio exam tomorrow.. :P
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